My memory is fading?

My memory is fading?



近數月來會有時睡得不安穩，可幸是沒有對工作和健康造成大的影響，不過就對一些小事情，發覺自己的記憶差了，一向令我自己頗滿意的記憶力，是否漸漸在衰退中呢？


記得：
三個月前的一次，我明明記得自己前一天 top up 了五百元，入了我的八達通儲值卡，可是當我在吉之島購買超芳醇麵包時，卻發覺突然少了三百多元，那就唯有走去地鐵站拍拍卡，查看錢是用去了那處呢？噢！原來其中買了二百多元東西，和其他零碎的開支。我又在銀包裡找到昨天的單據，這二百多元原來是我用了來購買牛排，怎末我沒有記憶曾經吃過牛排呢？奇！


又有一次發覺左手食指貼上了藥棉膠貼，打開來看原來只是小小的刀傷，乃是不幸中的大幸，再小心清潔傷口後，重新貼好 banitore 便利妥膠貼，才稍微安心放心。但是為何我完全沒有記憶，我曾經不小心弄傷了自己手指呢？奇！奇！


又一次我明明記得我的一份 internal memo，臨放工前已經準備好，可以傳送出去給部門主管，可是第二天當臨 send 出前再看看讀讀，卻發覺只是完成了一半，心中慶幸好在未有意外傳了出去，那就貽笑各方了。不過，我卻怎麼會那麼大懵，是不是忘記了 save final copy 呢？這又不可能，因為現今的文字處理 software，全都有 auto-save 這個功能。奇！奇！奇！


這種小事情小事件，間竭性不斷在發生著，雖然沒有造成巨禍，卻是令我百思不得其解，困擾著著我！


過去的週末，感覺到秋天漸近氣溫下降，就打算從衣櫥中，取出我四年前買回來的一件灰色的 Levi's 羽絨背心出來，好等清涼的週末民裝出巡時穿著，但是卻遍找不及不見了踪影，只有一件草綠色的 Timberland vest jacket 掛在衣櫥裡。 （見舊文：believe it or not？）


週六下午，我突然心血來潮，想讀讀李怡寫的《遐想》，卻是在書櫃上找來找去都找不到，我一向藏書的習慣，是把同一作者的書擺在一起方便查找的。《遐想》一書就是找不到，可是卻發現了另外一本：李怡著《細味人生100篇》，我好記得沒有購買過這本書，卻正在安放在書架上。（見舊文：又談買書）


昨晚我從我 Blog 的“草稿欄”抽出《天城山》一文準備登出，並打算作刊登前最後一次的 proof reading，我發覺《天城山奇案》的故事結尾稍稍改變了！我明明在七月份寫好時，結局是印刷店老闆，在醫院他臨死之前找來警察，將他在16歲時在天城山上，因一時衝動殺死了人的往事和盆托出，並且解脫了自己。


怎料Blog文中的結局，只是印刷店老闆送走了警察，我急忙去到書架找出《天城山奇案》小說一書，查找結局再看了讀了三遍，真的是如我在文中記載的結局。（見舊文：天城山：天城山奇案）


今朝一覺醒來，我愈想愈奇怪，愈去冧愈害怕，我急忙打開我的護照看看，2007年到美加工幹旅遊探親時，美加移民局加蓋了的出入境蓋印，怎末日子完全改變了的呢？？？我明明是在八月份去的啊！怎麼變成了十月份呢？（見舊文：旅遊、公幹、旅遊 ～～ 三及第）


中午放飯時我沒有吃午飯，我急急忙跑到銀行，打開我的保管箱，找出我的出世紙、畢業證書、等等文件查看，幸好我沒有記錯到，我仍然是我；樓宇按揭契約和銀行存款都在。噢！好極了，總算我並沒有失去了居住權和存款！其後，也證實了我的姓名性別身份證號碼，我的父母家庭成員名字和數字，這些都沒有改變到，我仍然是我。


實在太好了！不過整個下午，我仍然不能集中精神工作，究竟我發生了甚麽事呢？我在互聯網上查找著，焦急地想找尋到答案。放工晚飯後，我又再開啟電腦在互聯網上 search search search， 最後找到以下兩篇文章。


其一：
【dreammanifesto.com】Quantum science tells us that there is not a flat line running from the past to the future. This is the view of most people, but it is based on the old science, and is no longer true. Einstein has proven that time is not fixed, it expands and it contracts. And, time has a vertical dimension.

There are many lanes of time running simultaneously and you can change lanes. You can begin in one lane, then change lanes to produce a different outcome than you expected in the original lane. This means there are multiple possibilities existing simultaneously in any instant, subject to our conscious and intentional choice.

Seek Out For New Timelines
The basis of manifesting involves using one's mind to create or seek out an alternate timeline, an alternate possibility to the way things are now or will most likely go in short time.

Present reality and that alternate reality must be made identical in order for manifested changes to materialize. You consciously grab hold of the present reality by focusing on this point in space and time, then construct or select an alternate reality by visualizing the subject of your manifestation.（有興趣的朋友們，可以自選繼續閱讀 全文。）


其二：
【realityshifters.com】Most of us have noticed things missing from places where we're certain we last saw them. Lost socks, missing keys, wallets, and tools often seem to have a mind of their own... disappearing from the places we know we put them and sometimes reappearing unexpectedly. Mechanics are so familiar with this phenomenon that they refer to "gremlins" who must be responsible for moving their tools around.

Albert Einstein used the expression “spooky action at a distance” to convey his doubt that quantum non-locality could exist. Quantum non-locality was experimentally proven in the 1980’s in Paris in a series of experiments conducted by Alain Aspect and his colleagues.

Reality shift experiences have been almost universally ignored or denied until now, when the subject can finally be raised in a non-stigmatizing way with the explanation that these changes are not in violation of the laws of physics, but are a natural part of the way we interact with the world.

Are you shifting reality?
Consider whether you ever notice amazing synchronicities... coincidences that are beyond mere chance, because they have meaning in your life at the time they occur and give you a feeling of connectedness. Think about times when you've wished for something or prayed for something, and those wishes and prayers have come true. （有興趣的朋友們，可以自選繼續閱讀 全文。）


我是否就是 experiencing Timeline Shifting/ Reality Shifting 呢？生命中的大事，因為是有 destiny 冥冥中自有主宰，是沒能去改變。不過其中的過程和小節，就會在不同的 timelines/ realities，繼續發生著演變著，而每次在我睡眠感到不安穩的晚上，就是因為我 involuntarily 不自覺地跳到另外一條 timeline/ reality，而那個 timeline/ reality 的我，又跳到別的 timeline/ reality，or 互相交換了！


我有需要去見心理醫生嗎？或者其實需要見見對 timeline/reality shifting 有研究的腦專科的醫生，或甚至到大學找位 quantum physics 的專家學習一吓，好讓我可以 voluntarily 有意識地控制 shifting between timelines/ realities 呢！我開始又再驚慌起來了。。。。。。。。。！



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當然以上全屬虛構，各位好友不用擔心我的記憶力，我也沒有發了神經。以上祗是我在互聯網上，讀完幾篇與 timeline shifting 和 reality shifting 有關的文章。之後突然心血來潮，一瞬間的靈感洶湧出來，便把虛構的故事，急急記錄下來。


加註：我寫下這篇虛構故事時，和在登出前，都沒有在網上翻查，調查過，有沒有相同類似的故事。故此：如有雷同，尚屬巧合！




後記：
我除了對 timeline shifting 時間線變動 reality shifting 存在空間轉換 的可能性甚感興趣，time travelling 時間旅行，更是令我著迷！


Time Travelling and Timeline Dynamics
【Montalk.net】Timeline Dynamics ～The rules of time travel are rooted in quantum physics. Understanding these rules reveals much about the behavior of hyperdimensional beings and the reason for certain metaphysical laws. Timeline dynamics is essentially about temporal feedback loops between the present and its available range of probable futures.

This is just realm dynamics reinterpreted from the perspective of linear time, which affords additional insights as you will see. Although timeline dynamics sounds abstract, it has concrete applications pertaining to manifesting positive synchronicities, deflecting hyperdimensional manipulation, bending probability, and transcending matrix limitations.


【維基百科】Consequence, or a consequence is the concept of a resulting effect cause and effect, arising from another action. In general terms, it is used to indicate that all human actions, particularly crime and sin, have profound effects.


Consequentialism ～ in Philosophy concerns mainly about what would happen due to the act that is done and regards the act itself as being of less importance .


Logical consequence (also syntactic consequence) ～ a formula that follows from other formulas called its premises syntactically via a logical argument.


Semantic consequence ～ a formula that follows from other formulas by virtue of being satisfied by every model of the premises.


Fourth Dimension ～ In physics and mathematics, a sequence of n numbers can be understood as a location in an n-dimensional space. When n = 4, the set of all such locations is called 4-dimensional Euclidean space.


Such a space differs from our more familiar three-dimensional space in that it has an additional dimension, indistinguishable from the other three. This fourth spatial dimension is a concept distinct from the time dimension in spacetime, since time is functionally very different from any of the spatial dimensions; formally, spacetime is not an Euclidean space but a Minkowski space.


【維基百科】四維 在物理學和數學中，一個 n個數的序列可以被理解為一個n維空間中的位置。當 n=4時，所有這樣的位置的集合就叫做四維空間。這種空間與我們熟悉並在其中居住的三維空間不同，因為它多一個維數。這個額外的維數既可以理解成時間，也可以直接理解為空間的第四維，即第四空間維數。


當人們說到「四維空間」時，經常指的都是關於時間的概念。在這種情況下，四維空間可以理解為三維空間附加一條時間軸。這種空間叫做“閔可夫斯基時空”或「(3+1)空間」。這也是愛因斯坦在他的廣義相對論和狹義相對論中提及的四維時空概念。


看完一大堆資料，還有專有學術名詞，不論如何，最吸引我的是：時空旅客 Time Traveller，而最有趣和最令我多思考的是，因為時空旅客的出現，改表了原本的事物，繼而改變了之後要發生的事和物，Consequence 後果，造成惡果。


因果因果，有因至有果，若透過時空旅行，改變了之前的因，後果也隨著改變。所以很多談及 “時空旅行 Time Travelling” 的故事，都強調時空旅客，回到過去的時空，或去到將來的時空，絕不要介入任何人和事，卻又總是不幸地犯了大忌，釀成倒果為因，引出多個不同版本 Timeline Dynamics 的“因”和“果”。


再而復雜化，就有需要重返回“因”的時空，去修正“因”，好令到正確的“果”出現，不過總是事與愿違，越改越錯，一發不可收拾。再再復雜化，就是“正”的一方盡力回去造修補，而“邪”的一方就回去攪破壞，故此引人入勝。


Apart from time travelling 時間旅程，還有令我很多思考的就是 Timeline Shifting 和 Reality Shifting。人在不同的 時間線 or 存在空間，是否可能互相交換的呢？可能是 involuntary 不自覺地去轉換，但若能夠掌握竅門，可以 voluntarily 自主性地去轉換，都會是幾有趣，尤其是當遇著不快事，就轉轉轉！


好了，我發的夢話，到此也寫完，請請！





伸延閱覽：
Timeline Dynamics montalk.net
Consequentialism wikipedia.org
Logical consequence wikipedia.org
Semantic consequence wikipedia.org
Fourth Dimension wikipedia.org
Euclidean space 和 Minkowski space wikipedia.org
四維空間 維基百科



我的舊文：
不是玄學人聽玄學事
不是科學人睇科學事
不是考古人說考古事
不是外星人寫外星事